Sunday, July 1, 2012

waiting

I am supposed to check into the hospital in two and a half hours. 3am. I still havent gone to sleep. I figured I would be like this. This is a typical night. I cant sleep at a normal time. I cant wait til I can take soemthing to sleep. Its a genetic thing. I hope none of my kids deal with it. My sister jamie has problems and so does my mom and my grandma did too. I know that both Colby parents have sleep issues too. It sucks.
 Anyway. Right now im feeling like time isnt going fast enough. Im excited and super nervous to meet my new daughter! I am nervous aspen is going to wonder where i am after a day or so. i didnt finish the swaddling blanket. I could do that right now but i probably wont. I hope labor is easy and my epidural works. I got a priesthood blessing from colby tonight that everything will be good and I can be strong and the drs will know what to do and it will be good. I have high hopes. Im excited to see who the baby looks like. Im curious how the name will work out. We keep deciding on names and then it gets changed by one of us. Maybe we will feel inspired. I ate alot of food tonight in attempts to have alot of energy today and tomorrow. They usually dont let you eat incase you have to get a c section. I was so hungry last time I gave birth. Meal of choice was chick fila chicken nuggets waffle frys lemonade and coleslaw.

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