getting going

I told Colby if i have as much difficulty with this pregnancy as I did with aspen we have to be done. i cant keep making myself so horribly sick and tired. He told me later that week that hes praying really hard because he wants more than 2 kids. I dont know if It working or if my body is getting more used to being pregnant. I havent been nearly as sick. I do know the warning signs about what will do what to me when I feel certain things. I still get nauseated every morning and if I do too much bending and lifting early in the morning I get really sick. I havent thrown up cross my fingers in about a week from morning sickness but I do get instant hunger pains. I have to stop what Im doing and get food or my energy level drops ALOT and my stomach hurts bad. Its not like im on a diet or anything and im not depriving myself of food, my body just gets hungry in a weird way. I have had so many more cravings this time though. I always want chips and hot sauce. something I remember with aspen, eating them and then throwing them up in the restraunt parking lot. Also salad, another staple in my pregnant diet. I love salad and now i love it even more, along with cucumbers. i wake in the middle of the night craving cucumbers. its not all healthy around here though, I begged colby to take me to dairy queen last night to get a blizzard. Then I was sick after because im lactose intolerant. I am really tired but thats pretty normal. im alittle worried that it has to do with being iron defient. I really didnt take the iron i should have when I delievered last time and i am told that it takes a good few months to build back up my levels. i ordered soime thunder drink from the forevergreen company. I drank it when i was really sick in january and cam came and helped me its packed with minerals and i think its good to have in my diet.

I think my uterus is expanding alot quicker or my ab muscles suck! I look pregnant already. I actually just feel so fat. My clothes kinda fit me but my tummy sticks out so much. right now Im 8 weeks 3 days along so i think.