getting going

I told Colby if i have as much difficulty with this pregnancy as I did with aspen we have to be done. i cant keep making myself so horribly sick and tired. He told me later that week that hes praying really hard because he wants more than 2 kids. I dont know if It working or if my body is getting more used to being pregnant. I havent been nearly as sick. I do know the warning signs about what will do what to me when I feel certain things. I still get nauseated every morning and if I do too much bending and lifting early in the morning I get really sick. I havent thrown up cross my fingers in about a week from morning sickness but I do get instant hunger pains. I have to stop what Im doing and get food or my energy level drops ALOT and my stomach hurts bad. Its not like im on a diet or anything and im not depriving myself of food, my body just gets hungry in a weird way. I have had so many more cravings this time though. I always want chips and hot sauce. something I remember with aspen, eating them and then throwing them up in the restraunt parking lot. Also salad, another staple in my pregnant diet. I love salad and now i love it even more, along with cucumbers. i wake in the middle of the night craving cucumbers. its not all healthy around here though, I begged colby to take me to dairy queen last night to get a blizzard. Then I was sick after because im lactose intolerant. I am really tired but thats pretty normal. im alittle worried that it has to do with being iron defient. I really didnt take the iron i should have when I delievered last time and i am told that it takes a good few months to build back up my levels. i ordered soime thunder drink from the forevergreen company. I drank it when i was really sick in january and cam came and helped me its packed with minerals and i think its good to have in my diet.

I think my uterus is expanding alot quicker or my ab muscles suck! I look pregnant already. I actually just feel so fat. My clothes kinda fit me but my tummy sticks out so much. right now Im 8 weeks 3 days along so i think.

already?!

Not exactly the way we planned it but #2 is on its way! Making Aspen and number2 almost irish twins they will be 13 months apart. We will be living on alot of prayers and hopes and tired days. Pregnancy isnt very easy for me and I was for sure thinking the second time would be so much different but it really hasnt. I found out about a week ago even though I had missed my period around halloween. The only reason I took a pregnacy test was because I was starting to get really emotional which i thought my hormones were out of wack BUT i got that carpal tunnel in my left hand like last time I was pregant with no rain in sight. I switched drs from where I delievered Aspen and I look forward to being able to do a c-section also. anyway I cant even get into my appointment until Jan4th. I picked a really high rated Dr because I want the best care.
Anyway. lots of morning sickness! Actaully all day sickness. I do have motion sickness medicine from last time that I got refilled. It does help but it makes me so darn sleepy. I watch skylar all day and its hard to keep up with him. We havent told any of our family yet. We want to do it cute but probably after christmas.
Im craving chips an any dip but mostly salsa, nachos with jalapenos, salad with little tomatos, ice cream, and fruit.
mmm ice cream sounds so good right now.....
I had been trying to lose weight and I m disapointed I didnt get to lose much before getting pregnant again. Hopefully I can stay more active this one. Today at my moms i Weighed 137. I also threw up for 16 hours saturday night and sunday so that might not even be my normal weight.